sometimes i miss the past.. :( when i have frens who treats me as their lil sisssy, whenever im drunk, no matter what time, just a phone call, they'll definately come down and send me back.. after so many times of troubling them, dirtying their car and things in e car, they still will come whn i need them.. altho everytime e way they talks to me is bad, but i know they truly cares.. seeing me so stupid and got hurt by guys, they'll not say nice words to me to cheer me up, instead, they scolds me, to make me learn. altho sometimes their words are so hurting, i don't get angry with them..(except sometimes really i cant stand it, LOL), when i always always always 'zhao geng', got fucking dead drunk till i dun even know what i was doing, but they're e one, who will nvr take advantage of me.. i think im really very very lucky to have them.. but now, coz e fact tt i got a bf alrdy, i dont really talk to them anymore. :-( everything changes now.. sometimes i juz miss the times when i got them as my close frens.. only when they're gone, then u think abt the past, and realise hw much they've done for u, bt u've never appreciated it.. think im really lucky to have them.. all the usual ppl.. whenever im w them, i will nt scared abt being drunk, nobody tc of me.. coz no matter hw dead drunk i am, nxt day i'll sure be slping soundly at my home.. they've seen everything bad abt me, and gone thru with me all. after times and times, i mia-ed, did not return their calls/smses, but aft everything, they still forgives me.. times tt i lied to them, everything la. they still forgives me n treats me as their gd fren.. whenever i m sad abt relationship problems, they'll sure give me advices.. they gives in to me alot. really veryvery thankful to them mannnn. im always selfish, tink for myself only, but they still lets me have my way.. frens are everywhere, but having these true frens are enough to me alrdy. :D