these photos damn squeezy whn we take cause the short one dont want stand infront lor :( HAHAHAHAHA!

i feel so good girl lor. friday and saturday both i am at home! omggggggggg. alicia yao dai wo chu na li wannnnnnn? HAHA!

actually i find single not that bad also. can have the feeling of getting chase. HAHAHAHA! today k gave me a surprise. i was playing dota halfway and he call ask me to go down and take my christmas present + strawberry strudel. but i damn bad man, cause after i took i immedietly wanted to go back in, LOL! but really ma, ppl hair messy and havent bathe ma! but anyway very thank youuuuuuuuuuuu! love my christmas presenttttt! small hole only la right!

then just now i walked to the atm myself. woohoo. just to change e contact number for my ibankingggg. really cannot use computer for too long, just keep clicking and clicking only lor. i am damn fucking broke now i wanna get my payyyyyyyyy! but pay so dam little lor fuck. :( first month gotta saveeeeeeeeee. i wanna get a new HP! hope blackberry come out a pretty pink colour one! can give feedback to blackberry company anot ah?

Updates updatessssssss. Monday - Wednesday was work as usual. After work on Tuesday met up with a friend for dinner at Sakae Teppanyaki and i wanna shop for last minute christmas xchange present. In the end, bought a wine. Cabbed home.

Wednesday had lunch buffet at swissotel. damn pai seh lor. lol. celebrated one of my collegue and boss birthday too. then after work went to do my nails. and guess what mannnnn. i want to complain lor. i woke up this morning and realised tt my nails are gone case. the blings have dropped, the nail polish little ruined. zzz.

Thursday was halfday but i didnt went to work. slept till 8am and i know cmf gg. didnt took mc too. :( damn lazy to take and im fuckin broke man. sighhhh.

at night went to prepare and out only at 12am plus lor. cabbed fetch alicia and went to 12th element. and something spoiled our day mannz. so headed to social hse after tt. back hm ard 6am.

today gonna be at home ba. lazy and tired altho ive slept the whole day away. and i feel so stupid, still watching my hp checking if theres any smses. better to let goooooo. :)) tmr will be a better day. hah. anw, belated merry christmas to all!

Believing in everything that seems like a lie

Back from work, and bought pasa malam food and ate till my fill. I'm now bloated like fuckkkkkkkkk. Working is tiring me outttt. Everyday when i reached home, i just eat my dinner, used computer, and then just feel like sleeping. Everyday i can feel my eyes closing soonnnnn. And i spent alot on pasa malam mannnnz. Buying food back for my family everyday, what a good girl. (Y)

Work still alright, lazy to upload picturesssss. And tomorrow gonna be a tiring day, as i'm going jogging tomorrow! (Y) Yayyyyy! I hope my jogging plan will be successful tomorrow! Gonna go check my cafe world, den go bathe and wash up and lie down to sleep soon. Good night and sweet sweet dreams to me!

All i want was just a sweet and loving relationship but it isn't coming to my way..

Saturday my bf called and disturbed me up. :-( bad bad peipei.. in e end he came over in e evening, play dota and i prepared then we headed to lot1 and caught Storm Warriors. kinda catch no ball at some parts cause i didn't watch e first part. quite nice but i dont like e ending lor. because one of e guy die. must two survive ma right like tt then happy ending ma! LOL.

after tt went to boon lay to eat and then sit there for damn long deciding where to go and in the end we headed to bq. every weekends are so damn bored now we just go bq every weekends singapore is really damn boringggggg! why is there no places to go at night? whyyyyyyyy!! hate it hate it. last time movie marathon, catch bear marathon, chalet marathon, bq marathon.. what's nextttttttttt? i wanna go overseas cannnnnnnnn. just a short trip also happy. go genting also cannnnnnnnn. singapore really too boringgggg. nothing to do, nowhere to go. if there's a chance i really want to migrate mannnn. lets all migrate hao ma? :-(

work tomorrow again. so fast.. tomorrow sure gotta reply lots and lots of emails cause weekends sure have lots of emails to clear. nvm, busy busy will make time passes faster. :-D

i wanna buy so many thingsssssss ~ a heels at charles and keith gan chioooooo! pay day please come. i think i damn rabak. work 1 week and already waiting for pay day. :-( seriously i hafta control how i spend my moneyyyyyyy.

seriously just what am i doing?

i just hate myself so muchhh..

why am i like this?

my attitude sucks big time la. :-(

Work today was damn busy man, hafta cover up for yesterday's work. sending of emails, smses, then wrapping the mails etc. wtffffffff. still gotta call customers up and ask them if they wanna continue their plan. call until pekchek lor really. :-(

and my eyes is damn painnnnnnnnn! keep tearing man i wonder if anybody thought i cry. lol. now im at home damn lazy to do anything plus my eyes are fucking pain. even staring at the computer screen will cause my eyes to tear lor fuck. hate it manz. somebody heal my eyes please LOL. :-(

and i cant belive today is friday and im staying at homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. in the past i always look forward to friday and head out but work is tiring me outttttttt. even tho quite relaxing just sitting there but still i dont know why i feel tired lor. and i think i am more independent and mature now HAHAHAHAHA. friends sure going to laugh at me again but DAMN YOU! I AM MORE INDEPENDENT AND MATURE OK HEEEEEEEEHEHEHEEE! and i bet sandy sure miss me chatting with her cause i used to irritate her every weekdays BUT NOW IM WORKINGGGGG! SANDY MISS ME RIGHT. HIAK HIAK. HAHAAHAHA. HAO LA, I ALSO MISS YOU LA AIYO. HAHAHAHAHA!!

Monday was the first day of work, after my first day of work really don't have the time to use computer mannnz. everyday after work and reached home, damn tired after i bathed and etc. first day was still alright lor. learning on how to do things etc. but climbing up till 4th floor everyday is fucking tiring. i will be panting once i reach the office lor. lol. had my lunch at burger king first day. after work went bugis aloneeeeeee. yes i am much more independent now i swear. last time i cmf wont take mrt or bus n go shop alone.

Tuesday was second day of work. doing the same things in office. whole day sit infront of the computer till my shoulder aches. lunch at bk eating hse. and after work went bugis for steamboat. damn fucking fullllllll! bought my shampoo etc, chill at tcc and headed home. same routineeeeeee, reached home bathed etc and slept.

Wednesday was third day of work. Hehehe wednesday more relax, nothing much to do. And two bosses not around till 4plus then 1 of them came back. But all the way nobody asked me to do anythinggggggggg. Mails and emails are finished quite early too. Wahahaha. But quite boring lor, nothing to do. Clicking the computer here and there acting busy, LOL! knocked off at 6pm, went clark quay to walkkkkkkkkk. n bused back home. hehe good girl.

Thursday is the forth day at work but i didn't go to work today. LOL! ya lah sure alot of people will say me lor i know. HAHA! but is cause i am damn fucking late for work already and i went to wait for cab but no fucking cab lor fuck. and the time was 9.30 already lor. and the sun is really really really damn hot and im SWEATING! this is what i hate most when i just leave my home smelling niceeeee! So in e end i walked home changed. just now my parents saw me damn shocked man. LOL. finally i can update my blog hehehehe. and miss my bf.

Last night, had a quarrel with bfffffffffff. :-( then i went to element at night to look for the usuals and i was fucking fucking fucking drunk last night lor fuck. :-( i dont dare to go to element anymore already. :( LOL. from 3rd floor i vomit and i really dont know how i walk down and im sure everybody was looking at me while i walk down and got into cab lor. :-( i only know yesterday the feeling is damn disgusting man keep vomiting. i reached home, go to the toilet and vomited like fuck lor and my mother just came in and scold me. :-( after that we quarreled and quarreled and she call my frens and scold. LOL. sorry :-( then after tt we quarrel again and i cry like a small kid lor.

slept till around 12pm. hate it when i drink always wake up damn early. and once again hang over sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks! hehehe okay done with blogging. now waiting for bf to be back from malaysiaaaaaaaaaaa.. so long so longggg!!

i dont wanna think about last night. really gg. fuck.

Sleeping halfway and i received a call asking me to go down for e final interview at 2pm lor! finally woke up at 12plus, dilly dally, changed to interview time to 3pm. prepared and cabbed there wtf right! hate myself lor always cab to interview. :-( damn waste of money mannz. signed the thing and they brief me abit about the job etc, and starting work on monday. fast man. gonna hafta squeeze in the bus every morning and after work alrdy. :-( hate this the most lah. hope tt i got frens working in the same place at me lor but no. :-( very lonely lor comfirm.

it was raining after interview lor. walked over to central, walk walk. then bused home. just finished doing my nails, now putting mask. sibei song. HAHA! during this time i get tired alrdy. good good. hafta sleep damn early on sunday so i can wake up early on monday for work. hopefully everything will be fine. i got a feeling i'll be damn bored at work lor. no friends, cannot talk! :-(