What i want is too much? People says that after giving in for long, the opposite party will realise your good and appreciate you. But why am i not appreciated? I really can't be compared to even the most least important friend of his. I'm not important, unappreciated. It'd be better if he would just treat me like his good friend but even that also seems impossible? Why can't he just think for me sometimes? Put himself in my shoes, try to understand how i feel. I just need some love, some concern, some attention from him. Is it so difficult? Fuck my life, seriously. I'll never ever be the one he'll think of at night. Can someone teach me how to give up? :(